Cosmic Dyscrasia

Penumbra
Released 2026-05-01 53 days ago
Country Gqeberha, South Africa
Average Color
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1. Void of Light

3m 22s Length
141 Words
93 Unique
41.9 WPM
844 Chars
20 Lines
Break it again. What is built out of wickedness. Drag it down, piece by fucking piece. These lands are godless as mortal men shape themselves as deities.

A vision come forth, from the abyssal mind, what is to come, in the days that we await.

Suffering, scorched earth, smothered of all life.

Cast aside Humanity.
Let it die. Moral insanity.

Arcane, this existence ceases to be.
Reality, into fire, disintegrating.

Void of all light, shifting of darkened shapes, reduced to beasts of the masters design, Enslaved, submitting, and cower away from the eyes that fill up the sky.

Lord of all lies, God's immortal, cursed never to die.
The opulent, the fetid and defiled, set forth to end our kind.

Arcane, this existence ceases to be. Reality, into fire, Disintegrating.

Cast aside your humanity. Let it die, into fire we're disintegrating.

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2. Virus Pit

4m 12s Length
173 Words
92 Unique
41.2 WPM
1075 Chars
25 Lines
Create an oasis for the torment. 
Infected abolished to die in solitude, locked behind the walls of asylums, exile them. 

Create an oasis for the torment. Force them into control. 

Create an oasis for the suffering. 

Give into the clutched of the virus pit. Mutilate the minds of absolved human experiments, conducting a trial in the world as an experiment 

Give into the clutches of the virus pit. Generations condemned to death in the virus pit, desecrated bodies burned into ashes. 

Create an oasis for the suffering. 

Absolution baptized in the blood of innocence. 
Absolution baptized in the blood of innocence. 

Blood of innocence. 
Blood of innocence. 

Volatile this situation is reaching it's threshold. Volatile it's reaching its point of sublimation. 

Shifting the narrative has shifted. Shifting the narrative has shifted.

Cast unto the deep where light cannot break through. Weightless and drifting in endless sleep, I submit to you. 
Awake into an eternal dream a slumber I can't break through. Pushed to the edge of my fucking mind, a world made anew.

Word Counts

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3. Pain Seeker

4m 17s Length
382 Words
87 Unique
89.2 WPM
2156 Chars
35 Lines
Take me in, consume all that's left for fragments. Feed in I, drain me, worship I god flesh. 
Take me in, consume all that's left for fragments, hold me till I wake, play with I forget. 

Take me in, consume all that's left for fragments. Feed in I, drain me, worship I god flesh. 
Take me in, consume all that's left for fragments, hold me till I wake, play with I forget. 

Rotting away, my soul, giving away it all, consecrate these acts and continue after death I. 

I cannot be broken, my will never falter, I was never human, feast of the vulture. 

Tithes will I delay, stimulation, take it in swallow, submit to my shadow. 

I cannot be broken, my will never falter, I was never human, feast of the vulture. 

Painseeker questioning crystalline shine splendor I take it in, I take it in, depravity unfolding I portray the cyclical fall from my vivid ideal, caught staring caught staring reach out I burn with pleasure again. 

Tithes will I delay, stimulation, take it in, swallow, submit to the shadows. 

I cannot be broken, my will never falter, i was never human, feast of the vulture. 

Painseeker questioning crystalline shine splendor I take it in I take it in depravity unfolding I portray the cyclical fall from my vivid ideal caught staring caught staring reach out I burn with pleasure again. 

Take me in, consume, all that's left for fragments, feed on I drain me, worship I god flesh. Take me in consume all that's left for fragments. 

Hold me, till I, wake I 

I am incinerated. Desecrated fumes frame the gold suffocation as I cast my lover cold. 

Take me in, consume, all that's left for fragments, feed on I, drain me, worship I godflesh. 

Take me in, consume, all that's left for fragments, hold me till I wake, play with I forget.  

Rotting away my soul, giving away it all ,consecrate these acts and continue after death I, I cannot be broken, my will never falter, i was never human, feast of the vulture. 

Painseeker questioning crystalline shine splendor, I take it in I take it in depravity unfolding I portray the cyclical fall from my vivid ideal, caught staring caught staring, reach out I burn with pleasure again.

Word Counts

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4. The Trepidation of Mankind

4m 42s Length
98 Words
70 Unique
20.9 WPM
584 Chars
1 Lines
It keeps moving doesn't it, it always keeps moving and spinning and expanding on its eternal journey, it always has. From the beginning of beginnings, this massive weight swirling absurd thing that shouldn't exist but it does, and it doesn't care if makes sense, and here we stand, enveloped in it, looking into the impossible with our own eyes, giving unnamable namable things names and giving measure to immeasurable things and pat ourselves on the back when we claim cognisance of the inconceivable. We are a cosmic joke, the universe looking at itself and trying to fucking laugh.

Word Counts

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5. Proclamation of Misery

3m 48s Length
109 Words
76 Unique
28.7 WPM
757 Chars
17 Lines
Witnessing the end. A fate unfolding decimation. Cradle of a kind, curse to cosmic tenement integration. The all seeing eye, beckoning alchemical sigil carved into being.

Aeons pass. Aeons. 

Forsaking morality, instill decay. 
Madness unveiling the truth in constellation. 

The skies are haunted by abomination. Passing between our consciousness and a world that's dreaming. Red has become the last force piercing abyssal damnation. Depredation cast down from the asterism. 

Forsaking morality instill decay. 
Madness unveiling the truth in constellation.

Ages, fall to ashes, infinity unveiled for the witness. 
Give in to God's of excess, they play their games again. 

Forsaking morality instill decay. 
Madness unveiling the truth in constellation.

Word Counts

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6. Threshold of a Burning Planet

4m 10s Length
394 Words
183 Unique
94.6 WPM
2265 Chars
37 Lines
Black star enveloped in god fire, irradiate the cosmos purge life light and eradicate the red god who acted upon a spark of imagination and inspire the mind to end all and burn, create a nova, rip through the fabric that binds us, collapse, expand what weaves us from star dust, sever the ties to the nine eyes of timeless sight, behold and kneel within the purge of the life light. 

Draw blood of ichor. 
Cast out the canvas. 
Bring us into a new world free.
Fucking fan the fires. 

Cold shock creep up the spine, eyes turn skyward as we stand at the threshold of a burning planet. 

Terror!
Destiny, granting specter.
Father, ancients awake from your slumber.  

Stand at the threshold of a burning planet. 

Free. 

Figment, a blink in time flies into existence. 
Unfinished, the canvas cast out and rejected.
Neglected, a blind eye turned back is sickened. 
Cold shock creep up the spine, eyes turn skyward as we stand at the threshold of a burning planet. 

Terror! 
Destiny granting specter,
Father, ancients awake from your slumber. 

Falling into the ether, unraveled through vibrations unfold, echo across the expansions, divulging their sacred constructs untold. 

All is lost I've failed, neglected the martyrs shadow, into the fire I accept now, time was given has ended.

Black star enveloped in god fire, irradiate the cosmos purge life light and eradicate the red god who acted upon a spark of imagination and inspire the mind to end all and burn, create a nova, rip through the fabric that binds us, collapse, expand what weaves us from star dust, sever the ties to the nine eyes of timeless sight, behold and kneel within the purge of the life light.

(After we're gone, you and I and all of us, when blue gem fades to black and is lost in the desert, an insignificant grain of sand flying around through nothing at the speed of light. What happens then? What does it all mean then? All the live lived, all the life taken, the art we hold dear and the guilt of the suffering we've inflicted on each other. Strangers, friends, lovers, ourselves. Where does that go? Half of me hopes to high hell that somewhere, somehow, there's this incorporeal celestial place that keeps track of everything).

Stand at the threshold of a burning planet. 

Free.

Word Counts

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7. Penumbra

4m 7s Length
187 Words
92 Unique
45.4 WPM
1088 Chars
26 Lines
For what I have become inside the fall of the great heart I will never cease to continue on. 

So continue on falling through the ichor, dreaming of the days fade, the marigolds wasted, follow beyond, follow beyond the dark sun into shadow.

Darkness in light, look out past the petrichor, wind cuts the cold and pierce hearts of squander, follow beyond follow beyond the dark sun, into shadows. 

The sacred, faith fades, and leaving I cast upon the earth in darkness beyond dark. A stream of time, flowing ever through, the hopelessness of a cosmic youth. Death to fire shine, wings of ether, beating out of time. 

Darkness in light, look out past the petrichor, dream of the days fade the marigolds wasted, follow beyond follow beyond the dark sun into shadow. 

Never again never again will hold. 
Crucify my conscience in frozen soil
Ice becomes our fields of green. 
Let death fall, in darkness nothing grows. 
Ice becomes our fields of green
In frozen soil, nothing fucking grows. 

Penumbra. 

Guide my fall

Hell become a place on earth

Let us fall into all. 

Light Penumbral.

Word Counts

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